i...cant

words can not describe the AMAZING sex I had.

Just mind blowing....

and no...it wasnt with tat.

I think I'm done....

I'm done with Tat, I don't think I have the patience to fucking deal with this. Last week, I didn't hear from him because I remember he mentioned that he was planning a big May Day demonstration on Immigration Reform, which was why I wasn't freaking out.

So he sent a text on Friday explaining to me that he was super busy and that he was going to call me on Sunday to chat.

Great.

However, Sunday came and went without a phone call. Now was I pissed? not really, because this is the second incident where he said he was going to call and he didn't. This latest incident has left me feeling put out because frankly I'm horny as hell and I'm not even sure if I should fucking bother sending a text since there is a fucking chance that it'll go unanswered.

I can't get rid of this sneaky suspicion that somehow he's either a) met someone else b) or he's not interested in hooking up anymore. Now with "A", its well within his rights to do as he please, but one thing I REFUSE to deal with, is being put on the fucking sidelines while you play around. I've dealt with that with BOTH Fucky and Nerdy, and I refused to put up with that shit again. So yes, the gloves are coming off because I *do* plan on asking him if he's having a change of heart about our situation because a girl is feeling neglected and wondering when the fuck am I suppose to have sex again. I sent him a funny video, so who the fuck knows when he's going to respond....what the fuck ever dude.

So yeah, he's got until fucking Friday then....he's gone.

Sorry!