I've realized that making a few changes in my life has made a world of difference. I'm happier right now, more calmer, I'm more focused on me and my wants, so that definitely helps. It's funny, before the New Year, I did a numerology reading for the upcoming year and it said something about this year, 2011, being a loner year for me.
and you know what?
They're right.
I'm spending more time by myself and just enjoying the quietness. I've always been a loner(severe to some), but this year in particular, I have this incredibly intense need to be left alone. I have no desire to put forth an effort with anyone. I'm more grounded, more resilient, and generally speaking, more "me" centered.
It's been a long time coming.
So I'm happy with how things are going right now