I'm....damn him

Last night I had another date with tat boy that went EXTREMELY well.

Really fucking well...

and yes, I woke this morning in freakout mode and thankfully Q was able to talk my ass down.

I can't/won't get into the juicy details because frankly, I'm really trying to calm my hormones where this one is concern and since it's looking like I can't get a repeat this week, I'm really trying to behave.

BUT

I will say....that last night left my soul in shambles.

and I had to cover my face with a pillow to stop from screaming out loud...

at some point my eyes rolled into the back of my head....

I wanted to scream "I LOVE your cock, my fracking Jose on a Pipe, please don't ever take it away from me!!!!!!!!!"

Yeah, I can't talk about last night anymore.....

Damn him.