This one...

He's slowly climbing up my happy side.

Here's the thing with him, he does what he's suppose to(INCREDIBLE, mind bending, soul weeping, sore as fuck sex, communication...at times, when his phone or my attitude isn't shitty), but because the only time we talk is when we want to see each other naked, we don't know shit about our daily lives.

Fine
Cool
I'm happy with that.

It becomes an issue when my impatience takes over when he doesn't reply in a timely manner, like this week. I sent a filthy text requesting his "services" this weekend, but I didn't hear him 4hrs later.

And yes, my past experience with Tat left me wondering if this was "it/over/the end."

Ahhhhhhhhhhh I don't want to go back to AFF....fuck!

But it wasn't even the case, he was in the middle of an audition, and he apologized for not responding sooner.

*deep sigh*

I need to BE patient with him, and stop freaking out.

Especially considering, our last time, he met me at the door butt ass naked and gave me one HELL of a hello kiss before taking the "activities" to his desk....good gawd....

So anyway, our date this weekend was cancelled because he was asked to do a reading. Now I don't mind, because frankly, I'm tired as fuck and I need the rest.

So him canceling on me was kinda of expected...the life of fucking an actor.....

What I DIDN'T expect was this from him: " I went out and got something for you. ;)"

Or this: "Do you have some time during the week? Or would Friday be the earliest we could start your "training"."

Training? A gift?

Da fuck? I betcha its a butt plug....or restraints, but we've played/used and abused my bondage tape, a butt plug???....and the ass won't give me a fricking clue....but "training" for WHAT?...he won't say shit....

The suspense!!!!!